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21 March 2018 @ 04:00 am
I'm getting married on March 31st :D

our first wedding date was supposed to be 11/4/17, but his job screwed him over so he made less $, so it was a no go. and then the 2nd date was 3/17/18 but my nieces went out of town so it was also a no go. so NOW our FINAL date is 10 days!

wish us luck!
08 July 2017 @ 02:17 pm

I love my handsome boy so much. He's the best!

clicky for HQ
29 June 2017 @ 09:29 pm
wow fuck photobucket
25 April 2017 @ 06:32 am

#mylivejournal #lj18 #happybirthday

daaaaamn!! so many comments XD
22 April 2017 @ 06:02 am
I can't believe it's been a year already since the love of my life left me

I'm glad I have my fiance and my new kitty Beauregard to help heal my heart
16 April 2017 @ 01:19 am

40 HERE @ subtle_tease

I hope you guys have a great Easter! :D
28 March 2017 @ 04:08 am
Hey guys! It's been a LONG ass time since I've posted. A LOT has happened since Zoe died. On New Year's Eve, I moved in with my bf Walter and we also adopted another kitten. I named him Beauregard. He's soooooo flippen CUTE!! ♥ Although the pain from Zoe's death still lingers, Beau has mended my heart A LOT. and me and Walter also got engaged 2 weeks ago!! We'll be married November 4th of this year ♥

Here's a pic of our "son". (I think there's something up with his eyes. His pupils have a slight red glow..even when not taking pictures. he also has a recurring upper respiratory infection)

Anyway, I'd like to an awesome graphics community run by the talented arrow. Please join and tell her i sent you

click to join, watch it and then comment HERE letting her know who sent you!

Thanks! :D
21 April 2016 @ 08:08 pm
My sweet angel Zoe passed away 2 hours ago. she had mammary cancer. I blogged about a month ago..you know, that gofundme page only a few cared about.

but anyway....

Zoe Melms ♥ 02/14/03 - 04/21/16

An angel with fur got her wings back ♥

She wasn't alone when it happened. Me and Walter were with her. It broke my heart to see her suffer like that. But now her pain is gone and she's free from suffering. She's a kitten again. Hopefully keeping my grandpa, grandma and mom company. Hopefully she's getting along with Boo, another cat from my past who had died, whom was a little bitchy at times.

I don't know how I'm going to live without her. She's been a HUGE part of my life for 11 years. I wanted her to live with me and Walter when we would finally move in together. I wanted her at our wedding when it would finally happen. Now it can't.

If I didn't have Walter, I would probably hurt myself now. But he is the only reason I have left to live. Otherwise, I'd have no reason to live. My life would be nothing.
29 March 2016 @ 12:25 am
Update on my sweet angel face:

my baby will cross the Rainbow Bridge soon. my worst fear was confirmed by the radiologist: cancer. we need donations for euthanasia and cremation. I can't stand to see her suffer anymore. so PLEASE help, if you can. also share this link with your facebook friends. thanks!

---- PLEASE DONATE!! ----
12 February 2016 @ 11:03 pm
Hey guys :D I made this for my sweet Walter for Valentine's Day :D

I'm gonna print it and give it to him..along with some candy. ♥

I hope you guys have a great V-Day, too!