March 21st, 2006

STOCK: food - blueberries

i hate my life

as some of you can tell, i'm STILL not online. i was really hoping the bill would have been paid yesterday..boy was i wrong. my dirt poor sister has to pay the electric bill and the rent. which of course, is more important. so..i'm screwed. basically until...get ready for's horrible...April 7th *bombs go off* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOGODDAMNITSHITFUCKDAMMMMNNN!!!! she gets paid every 2 weeks, so..she'll have money then.

so history is repeating itself. just like last time. you remember, right? i think it was a month or something like that, that i was MIA. i really hope she doesn't get TOO poor that we'll get kicked out again.

so basically, the library is my only option. unless my nieces' dad lets me use their computer. well they'll HAVE to, if they want me to use their fax machine to send my resume to places. haha.

my sister would save a lot of money if she didn't buy cigarettes and beer every damn day. seriously. she does. she doesn't go a day w/o her precious nasty ass Bud Light. i'm less healthy than her, weight wise, and i believe i'll outlive her. seriously. she'll have lung cancer and a bad liver soon. she coughs like hell every morning. i'm sick of it. her kids are too, of course. but, alas, she has no damn $ to get help. dammit.

so, anyway..won't be putting up all those cool new icons i made..and those screencaps. until it's on again. she says she's working on a solution so we all don't have to wait until then. she feels REALLY guilty. it's not just effecting me, ya know. my nieces are bored too. they want their myspace. haha!! seems as though myspace has taken over the teenage world O_O AHHHHHH!!! *runs away* i seriously don't see anything cool about it. sorry if you like it and have one. i prefer LJ..over anything. heehee.

so...i'll be back on friday. i hope. *grunts* damn library.
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