September 1st, 2007

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i can't stop crying. something horrible just happened.

You guys know we have about 5 or so kittens roaming around our house, right? well this morning one of them died.

i walked outside and noticed something grey and white in the middle of the road..i thought maybe it was a jacket or something. i wish it would have been. it was the cutest kitten..lying there...dead. too bad one eye was bulging out. :( i started freaking out and crying like it was my own child. so i got a washcloth and picked it up and took it to the front of the house. i checked to see if it was a boy or girl, 'cause if i didn't i would have never known. a precious baby boy was taken from this world. :( too bad it was pissing all over, 'cause i would have held it close to me.

i never would have gotten near that cat ever, those kittens are still afraid of us. :(

i'm glad it wasn't Binx..i can't live w/o him. i'm gonna take him in one day. off the streets.

it's effecting me so much 'cause it's a KITTEN. didn't get a chance to live a full life outside. playing..hunting..etc etc. it was the cutest one of the litter, too. white paws and feet, grey all over. and some white on his chin.

i'm not gonna bother with a burial, since he wasn't really my kitty. and he wasn't family. so i just wrapped him up and put him in the dumpster.

poor thing. i can't stop crying for some reason. i guess i love kitties too much.

*sniff*
RIP grey baby boy. i'll miss you. we never got to be together. :(

EDIT: AH HELL NAW!!
THe first song i play this morning is "Goodbye" by the Spice Girls. :( *cries again*
and the next song, "Love Rollercoaster" isn't helping 'cause it reminds me of Final Destination 3.
STOCK: food - blueberries

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ANOTHER KITTEN is dead D: what..the..fuck.

my sister found one of the black ones in the street last night. she didn't wanna tell me. she knew it would kill me.

now i feel twice as worse.

she thinks i'm making too big of a deal about this, but i'm not. i love those kittens. they're technically our cats b/c they were born on our property and we feed them. so i'm partially responsible.
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