July 30th, 2009

STOCK: food - blueberries


yayyyy i'm home!! :D :D :D and couldn't have been more happier to be here, to be honest.

I've been wanting to dump Charles for a few years. i've actually expected him to dump me. he's had a track record of it. but i think as of now it's 100% over. he did NOT want me there at his house. he had an attitude the entire time i was there. but i didn't go over there for him. i went over there for his family. i couldn't care less if he was there. i just wanted a break. and i got one. and i kinda wish i didn't go there.

it got really bad when his mom was gonna take me home. we got in the car (him, me, his mom, and roommate) and me and him sat in the back seat. he started getting pissy at me for some stupid reason, i couldn't take it anymore..so i smacked him on the arm. and what does he do? punches me HARD in the arm. he had NO RIGHT TO DO THAT. i wanted him to stfu. i wanted to scratch his fucking face but i want a clear record. FUCK HIM I NEVER WANNA SEE HIM AGAIN EVER. i don't care anymore. he stopped caring about me years ago when he got addicted to drugs and alcohol. so FUCK HIM. uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggh


so much has happened since i left. Keri (Hilson) has been on tv a couple of times, a new vid of her in a Fabolous video gets released, etc etc. I MISSED SO MUCH DAMMIT!

i told my sister to turn on my air conditioner when she left for work in the afternoon so it would be cool when i got back. she didn't turn it on the right setting. she turned it to "high fan" instead of "high cool" *facepalm*..so my room was 102F when i got back. it's cooling down now. but still..urrrgh

my cat is hiding somewhere. i thought she'd be THRILLED to see me. wtf :( BAD KITTY!

i've got so much to do in so little time. starting with my feeds. *sigh* this is gonna be a long ass night
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