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23 December 2007 @ 05:55 am
continuation of last night  
So I tell my sister about Matt, and she seems happy about it. she told me to go ahead and call him with her phone. so i did :)

We talked for awhile. about different stuff. usual questions. like what we do, what we like to do, etc. and it got a little sexy. hehe. it got really hot in my room. so i had to go outside. he REALLY wants me..bad. i mean BAD. he wanted me last night. lol! but i don't give it up that easily and so soon.

But anyway, he's a nice guy. i like him. he's got 2 sons. and he's married BUT separated for the past few years. he can't afford a divorce at the moment, he had a kidney transplant a few years ago and it cut his funds quite a bit.

He wants to give me massages, take me out, etc. seems like a gentleman. he wants to make sure it's ok with my family if he is with me. 'cause of our ages. he's 40. not bad. not bad at all. i like older men. so we have a 15 yr age difference here. may/december RULES OK?! i had a bf that was 33 when i was 19..so this is no different. except i'm much more mature and smarter than i was back then.

I can't wait until we hang out. that'll be within a few days i'm sure. he's got a car so that's a good thing. i won't have to take the bus that much to meet up with him. hehe.

I'm finally gonna get the attention/love/whatever this will be that i deserve.

and for the so-called bf i got now..BYE CHARLES! i hate you!! i don't give a shit what you do anymore. next time i see him, i'm gonna dump him HARD. he's always the one who dumps ME, but it'll be turned around this time. hehe. he's no good. and i've not seen or heard from him since his moms wedding in September. SO FUCK HIM. he missed my bday. turning 25 was important to me..and he missed out. he will no longer use me for my pool. POOL'S CLOSED ASSHOLE!!!

anyhoo, yeah. finally gonna get some good sex after all these years. hahahah. (i just KNOW it's gonna be good OK?!)

and yes, everyone, i will be careful. i'm a grown woman after all :)

Current Mood: excitedexcited
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ιнεαяттσяσηтσ™blossombunny on December 23rd, 2007 11:43 pm (UTC)
Nope, she doesn't live with him. she left him for another man. they share joint custody of their kids, of course. they're friends but don't have that romantic connection anymore.

i'm glad he's telling me this stuff. the last older man i had didn't tell me shit out his 'ex' wife. he was still fucking her and was still emotionally attatched, although they were the biggest arguers ever. lol!

this guy is hella different though. hehe
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ιнεαяттσяσηтσ™blossombunny on December 24th, 2007 01:56 am (UTC)
yah i'm glad he's open. he likes to talk about anything...and i do mean ANYTHING. hehe.

he makes me so nervous on the phone. i can't think of anything sexy to say. haha. i'm not used to it. but i know when i'm with him face to face i'll be more open. i just hope he doesn't think i'm unexperienced and stuff. lol
ɢιɗɢєт: GEEK: Lurvegogogidget on December 24th, 2007 12:18 am (UTC)
Yay for Good Sex!
ιнεαяттσяσηтσ™blossombunny on December 24th, 2007 01:57 am (UTC)
i sure hope it'll be.
Alice Lorna: [Actors] Alan; Morninglunglock on December 26th, 2007 02:37 am (UTC)
Mmm, older men :D